Chapter 21: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Talk to me!
Chris wakes at 8 PM, anxiously checking for a message from Shane. He finds one, a simple “miss u,” which elicits an immediate smile and a flurry of text messages. Their exchange is filled with playful banter and declarations of longing – “miss u more,” “I can’t go back to sleep without talking to you,” and “I have no idea how much I want to see you.” The playful back-and-forth reveals the depth of their connection, punctuated by Chris’s teasing threat to visit Shane in New York if he doesn’t call.
Shane, despite his promise to call before bed, lingers over their conversation, a silly smile plastered on his face. His mother, Sylvia Lewis, enters his bedroom, catching him in this state of blissful absorption. Sylvia, noticing Shane’s happiness, remarks, “You found it,” referencing a seemingly significant event. Although Shane is initially confused, Sylvia’s words, combined with her evident joy and affectionate teasing – “Nicolas Shane Lewis, don’t you dare lie to your mother” – strongly imply Shane has rediscovered a crucial aspect of himself, leaving the nature of this “finding” a compelling mystery.
The scene ends with Shane’s mother’s warm observation and loving acceptance, contrasting with the intense, almost frantic longing present in the previous chapter’s text exchanges. The ambiguous nature of Sylvia’s comment leaves the reader wondering what exactly Shane has “found,” leaving the reader eager to uncover the significance of this moment and its impact on his relationship with Chris.
Chapter 22: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… C$m over the phone!
Shane and Chris’s phone conversation takes an unexpected turn. Shane, employing his incredibly seductive voice, guides Chris through a vivid and explicit phone s$x scenario. Chris reaches a powerful o$$$$m, leaving him breathless and momentarily disoriented. His immediate shame and apology contrast sharply with Shane’s amused reaction, who, while flattered, teases Chris about the intensity of his response.
Chris’s initial embarrassment quickly gives way to relief and laughter as Shane deftly diffuses the tension. The explicit scene serves to highlight the depth of their intimacy and the potent effect Shane’s voice has on Chris – “How would you want me to suck on your balls? Soft or hard?” Shane asks, setting the stage for the encounter. The scene ends with them playfully acknowledging the interruption and resuming their conversation.
Their conversation shifts back to casual banter, demonstrating their ability to navigate both intense intimacy and lighthearted teasing. “Your d$$k interrupted,” Shane jokes, prompting laughter from both. The chapter concludes with their return to normal conversation, leaving the reader wondering about the ongoing implications of this unexpectedly intense exchange and the future of their relationship, hinting at more potentially exciting interactions to come.
Chapter 23: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… The bombshell!
The lingering effects of their previous phone call are palpable as Shane and Chris attend a business meeting at Shane’s house. The intense attraction between them is evident, causing them to struggle to maintain eye contact amidst a group of colleagues. Secretly exchanging flirty and suggestive text messages – “Stop staring,” Shane texts, to which Chris replies, “Can’t help myself. Why don’t u stop staring back?” – their undeniable chemistry creates a palpable tension in the room.
Chris’s attraction to Shane intensifies as he observes him during a presentation. Shane’s appearance in a grey three-piece suit sends shivers down Chris’s spine, fueling his growing arousal. Chris’s internal monologue reveals the depth of his feelings, confessing, “U’re too fuckin s$$y. And stop biting your lip. That turns me on,” and highlighting the significant impact Shane has on him. The unspoken desire between them is thick, almost suffocating.
The meeting itself serves as a backdrop to their simmering attraction. Chris takes in the impressive size and style of Shane’s home, noting the opulent showroom where the meeting takes place, adding another layer to his fascination with Shane. The chapter ends with Chris acutely aware of his arousal and his overwhelming attraction to Shane, leaving the reader hanging on the edge of their seat, wondering how the situation will play out and if their secret will be revealed.
Chapter 24: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Hurtful words!
Chris abruptly leaves Shane’s business meeting, leaving Damon concerned. His departure follows a tense encounter where Chris seemed overwhelmed by unspoken feelings and possibly hurt, though he dismisses Damon’s concern. Shane, noticing Chris’s distress and perceived slight – Chris ignoring his call – calls him back, creating a palpable tension in the room. The resulting confrontation in Shane’s office is explosive, with Shane’s authoritative “Don’t ever walk away when I’m talking to you” provoking Chris’s indignant retort, “Who the f$$k do you think you are?” Their simmering attraction is overshadowed by a sudden surge of anger and hurt from both sides.
Shane’s anger stems from a perceived slight and Chris’s earlier look of accusation and condemnation. The power dynamic shifts as Chris defiantly challenges Shane’s authority, his usual subservience replaced with open defiance. The exchange is laced with unspoken emotions, hinting at a deeper conflict beyond simple miscommunication. Shane’s question, “Care to tell me what that was about?” underscores the mystery surrounding Chris’s behaviour and sets the stage for a potentially explosive revelation.
Their heated exchange reveals a volatile mix of attraction and resentment. Shane, in his rage, sheds his jacket, a subtle display of dominance. Chris, equally enraged, refuses to back down, questioning Shane’s authority (“Who the f$$k do you think you are?”). The chapter ends on a cliffhanger, with the underlying reasons for Chris’s outburst and the true nature of their complicated relationship left unresolved, leaving the reader to anticipate a confrontation that will either tear them apart or bring them closer than ever.
Chapter 25: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Violence!
Lizzie, Shane’s wife, bursts into Shane’s office, immediately confronting Chris. Her anger is directed solely at Chris, whom she accuses of hurting Shane. Ignoring Shane’s attempts to intervene, Lizzie unleashes a furious attack, striking Chris in the face and leaving him bleeding. Her outburst stems from a revelation of Shane’s past actions towards Chris, detailing past abuse that has left Chris deeply damaged and distrustful. “If you so much as say one mean word to him…I’ll kill you,” she screams, her rage fueled by Shane’s past cruelty and its devastating impact on Chris.
Lizzie’s tirade reveals a shocking backstory: Shane’s past actions have rendered Chris unable to trust or form relationships, leaving him emotionally scarred. The extent of Shane’s cruelty is laid bare; “To actually tell someone he is worthless and doesn’t deserve to live after he’d given you pleasure. Who does that?” Lizzie cries. Her protection of Chris highlights the depth of their unspoken bond and the gravity of Shane’s past behavior. The scene is a volatile mix of physical violence, emotional turmoil, and the startling unveiling of a dark secret that threatens to shatter their already fragile dynamic.
Shane, though initially shocked by Lizzie’s actions, ultimately allows her to vent her anger, recognizing her need for release. He holds her, offering comfort and support, while Chris, nursing his wounds, witnesses the depth of their bond. The chapter ends with a fragile sense of resolution. Lizzie’s anger serves as a catalyst, exposing the true extent of Shane’s past actions and forging a new understanding between her and Chris, leaving the possibility of reconciliation and healing tantalizingly close, while the full extent of Shane’s past remains to be explored.
Chapter 26: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Explanation!
Shane’s confession that Lizzie is not his wife sends shockwaves through Chris, who is grappling with his own burgeoning feelings for Shane. Chris, overwhelmed by guilt over his past actions and the pain he inflicted, pours out a heartfelt apology, revealing his deep-seated fear and the desperate attempt to suppress his affections for Shane. His confession details his terrified reactions to his feelings, his impulsive attempts to distance himself from Shane, and his profound regret over the night their relationship escalated. “If I could go back in time and change what I did, I would in a heartbeat,” Chris laments, showcasing the depth of his remorse.
Shane, in a surprising turn, reveals that Lizzie, though initially shocked by his actions five years ago, is now his best friend and the mother of his daughter, conceived after a drunken encounter he had with her. He explains that Lizzie witnessed his actions with Chris and that this experience brought them even closer. The revelation contextualizes Lizzie’s earlier outburst, showcasing a complex backstory of unexpected friendship and unexpected parenthood. “She’s my best friend,” Shane confirms, further illuminating his relationship with Lizzie and its enduring strength.
The chapter culminates in a fragile moment of understanding between Shane and Chris. Shane’s acceptance, expressed by his statement “Well, I’m not you, damnit,” and his own admission of his past mistakes, creates the possibility of reconciliation. The unspoken yet powerful bond between them remains, balanced against the weight of the past, leaving readers anticipating the future of their relationship and the impact of this new revelation on Lizzie.
Chapter 27: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… First kiss!
Shane surprises Chris with a passionate kiss in his garage, immediately escalating their already tense reconciliation. The kiss, described as “mind-blowing,” releases the pent-up emotions between them, leaving both breathless and desperate for more. Their intense physical connection overshadows lingering resentment, with Chris’s white shirt serving as a focal point for Shane’s attraction. “I’ve wanted to do that since I saw you in that meeting this afternoon,” Shane confesses, highlighting his immediate desire.
Their reunion is punctuated by both apologies and lingering tension. Shane apologizes for his earlier outburst, confessing, “I’m sorry for what I said this afternoon,” while Chris, though still hurt, readily forgives him. The conversation reveals the depth of Shane’s anger and his interpretation of Chris’s perceived judgment in the showroom. Shane’s words “I didn’t like it,” reflect his hurt feelings, while Chris counters with “Dude, put yourself in my shoes,” hinting at a need for deeper understanding.
The chapter concludes with a tender moment of shared vulnerability, as the pair embrace, their physical closeness outweighing the unresolved issues that still simmer between them. Their passionate encounter and the frank discussion about their feelings leave the door open for further reconciliation, but the underlying hurt and unspoken questions suggest a path of healing still lies ahead, with the unresolved tension hinting at future complexities.
Chapter 28: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Tutorials!
Chris explores Shane’s home, discovering photos of Shane’s daughter, Adele, and her mother, Sylvia. He marvels at Adele’s bedroom and is then astonished by Shane’s opulent, technologically advanced gold and crystal bed. Shane explains his mostly solitary lifestyle, revealing that he’s only had s$x once in the house, with Lizzie, and that the bed has only been slept in by himself and Adele. “If you’ve noticed, I don’t go out much,” Shane explains, highlighting his reclusive nature.
Chris’s amazement turns to poignant emotion upon discovering a framed drawing he made of Shane, which Shane kept as a reminder of Chris and a shield against his negative thoughts, a detail that reveals the depth of Shane’s hidden feelings. “By reminding me that you’re not the monster my mind kept conjuring up every night,” Shane reveals, laying bare his vulnerability. Overwhelmed with guilt and a desire to make amends, Chris vows to bring happiness back into Shane’s life, feeling responsible for the joy he believes Shane has missed.
The chapter culminates with Chris’s need for an urgent phone call, hinting at a possible action he’ll take to repair his relationship with Shane and atone for his past actions. He chooses the study, the same location where he previously encountered Shane’s protective friend Lizzie, now seeming more welcoming. Chris’s plan remains undisclosed leaving readers eagerly anticipating the next chapter.
Chapter 29: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Time with Aaron!
Chris, needing urgent advice on how to pleasure Shane, seeks help from his employee and friend, Aaron, a former gay porn star. A tense exchange ensues as Aaron initially refuses, questioning Chris’s sudden interest and the implications of discussing s$x with his boss. “Are you gay now? Who’s the guy? Are you being blackmailed?” Aaron demands, highlighting the awkwardness and unexpected nature of the request. Chris’s desperation to atone for past mistakes and rekindle his relationship with Shane pushes him to overcome his initial hesitation and reveal the full story.
Chris reveals his intense desire to make Shane happy, confessing his lingering feelings for him: “You love him,” Aaron observes astutely, “You’re still in love with the guy.” This revelation underscores the emotional depth of Chris’s mission and the underlying reason for his unconventional request. Aaron, understanding Chris’s emotional state from a past shared experience – Aaron’s own past transgression and the aftermath—agrees to help, emphasizing the strength of their bond. “I’m such a lucky bastard,” Aaron laughs, highlighting their surprisingly intimate dynamic.
The chapter concludes with Aaron, armed with his iPad, ready to provide Chris with a crash course in male pleasure, leaving Chris both relieved and utterly bewildered by the unexpected turn of events. The focus shifts from the practical aspects of the tutorial to the emotional undercurrents of Chris’s feelings for Shane, hinting at a deeper, more complex reconciliation than initially anticipated. “It’s going to be really easy to bring him pleasure, Chris. Know why? You love him,” Aaron’s insightful comment leaves the reader pondering the true nature of Chris’s motivations and the potential for a powerful emotional climax.
Chapter 30: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Burst of passion!
Shane casually mentions spending Saturday with his four-year-old daughter, Adele, a development that initially unsettles Chris. He expresses concern about Lizzie’s potential disapproval and his own unfamiliarity with children. However, Shane reveals that Lizzie, surprisingly supportive, actually suggested a three-way outing, believing it crucial for Chris to fully understand the commitment involved and avoid future surprises. “I just want you to be happy Shane,” Lizzie’s words highlight her unexpected acceptance and concern for Shane’s happiness.
Chris’s anxiety intensifies, focusing on his fear of accidentally offending Adele: “But will Adele like me? I don’t know how to behave around kids,” he worries. Shane reassures him, emphasizing Adele’s young age and sweet nature, and playfully teases Chris’s apprehension: “You’re her dad and she loves you no matter what,” Chris counters, highlighting the evolving dynamics between them. Shane’s affectionate response, “Her dad will be there to guide you. It will be fun I promise,” and subsequent intimate moment on the couch, leaves Chris reassured but still slightly anxious.
The chapter ends with Shane successfully calming Chris’s nerves with a kiss and tender reassurance, leaving the prospect of a family outing hanging in the air. The focus shifts from Chris’ initial apprehension to a heartwarming anticipation of spending time with Adele, creating a heartwarming yet subtly tense atmosphere. The scene ends with a tender intimacy that strengthens the bond between Shane and Chris, leaving their future family dynamic uncertain yet promising.
Chapter 31: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Sweet convincing!
Following their intimate moment, Chris playfully teases Shane about their post-coital conversation, “Turned us into horny preteens,” he whispers, prompting laughter and further intimacy. Chris then surprises Shane with an invitation to spend the following Saturday with his group of friends, “It’s been a while since I’ve spent a Saturday with my boys. Will you go with me next week Saturday?” Shane initially hesitates, concerned about his friends’ reaction to a stranger, but Chris’s persuasive kiss and confident assertion, “They will. You will have fun, I know,” wins him over.
The couple heads upstairs, but not before Chris playfully reignites their passion, targeting Shane’s sensitive spot. “Oh s$$t,” Shane breathes, a mixture of pleasure and embarrassment evident as Chris teases him about his reaction. Despite Shane’s initial protests, Chris’s teasing and sensual touch continue, further solidifying their intimacy and escalating their desires. “Don’t you dare be ashamed of such a salaciously s$$y thing,” Chris whispers, exuding confidence and control.
The chapter ends with Shane surrendering to Chris’s advances, their playful banter replaced by heated passion. Chris’s successful integration into Shane’s personal life, symbolized by the upcoming outing with his friends, hangs in the air, promising further exploration of their evolving relationship and the dynamics with Shane’s wider social circle. The underlying tension remains, however, subtly highlighting the potential challenges ahead as Shane navigates introducing his new partner to his established friendships.
Chapter 32: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Blow my mind!
Shane’s legs buckle under the intense pleasure of Chris’s oral s$x, his hands instinctively finding purchase on Chris’s head and neck, not to control, but to hold him close. “Oh f$$k,” Shane groans, his cries of pleasure escalating as Chris expertly works his magic, his tongue dancing over Shane’s sensitive tip. Chris, in turn, moans, intoxicated by the taste of Shane’s precum and the sight of Shane’s passion-glazed eyes. “So good, Chris,” Shane breathes, lost in the e$$$$c spectacle before him.
The intensity increases as Shane slowly pumps his hips, mindful of Chris’s comfort. Chris’s skilled technique, honed from previous practice, is evident in his ability to accommodate Shane’s size, his other hand cupping and caressing Shane’s testicles. The act is not merely s$$$$l; it’s a display of affection, a tender exploration of intimacy, punctuated by Chris’s satisfied sighs and Shane’s delirious cries.
Shane’s ecstasy reaches its peak, his body wracked with pleasure. “Oh God, Chris…It’s too much. Your mouth…fuuuck…” he groans. The scene leaves both men breathless and intensely connected, their intimacy deepened by the shared experience, further cementing their bond and highlighting the burgeoning passion that threatens to consume them. The aftermath promises further exploration of their relationship and the challenges of integrating this newfound love into their respective lives.
Chapter 33: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Doubts!
Shane’s o$$$$m lingers, leaving him breathless and vulnerable as Chris expertly cleans him, a slow wink triggering another wave of intense pleasure. Shane collapses to his knees, overwhelmed, kissing Chris passionately. Chris reciprocates, simultaneously stimulating himself, culminating in a simultaneous climax amidst a shared kiss, leaving both men speechless and utterly captivated by their shared intensity; “F$$k, Donovan,” Shane gasps, revealing a childhood nickname. The raw emotion and physical connection are palpable.
Chris’s silence speaks volumes as he processes the overwhelming experience, silently acknowledging his own pleasure and making a mental note to reward his masseuse, Aaron. Shane’s concern for Chris’s well-being, voiced in his quiet plea, “Please sleep here tonight,” highlights the deepening emotional bond between them, contrasting with Chris’s initial reluctance due to his work commitments. Their intimacy continues under the shower and into Shane’s bedroom, with tender kisses and lingering touches punctuating their unspoken desires.
Despite Chris’s initial quietness, a tender moment of vulnerability emerges as Shane asks, “Are you okay?” Chris’ simple “I’m fine,” is laden with unspoken emotion, leaving the reader hanging on the edge of their seat, eager to know how this intensely emotional and physical encounter will shape the future of their relationship, especially considering Chris’s work responsibilities and the unanswered question of their overnight intimacy.
Chapter 34: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Brother’s keeper!
Chris wakes to a text message from Shane, their playful banter masking an underlying tension. Shane’s suggestive comments about Chris’s lingering scent and restless night contrast with Chris’s more reserved replies, hinting at a possible emotional distance. A phone call ensues, with Shane expressing concern over Chris’s seemingly strained tone and subtle withdrawal. “Is everything alright?” Shane asks, noting Chris’s unusual quietness. Chris assures him that everything is fine, but his responses remain brief and distant, leaving Shane feeling anxious and uncertain.
Shane’s anxiety grows as he senses Chris pulling away. The conversation shifts to their respective schedules, a thinly veiled attempt to maintain normalcy, revealing Chris’s busy morning meetings. Shane attempts to probe, “I just…” he begins, before trailing off, unable to articulate his unease. Their conversation ends with polite pleasantries, but the unspoken concerns linger heavily in the air. “Okay. Have a lovely day then,” Chris says quietly, leaving Shane feeling unsure about his feelings and actions.
Shane is left grappling with uncertainty after the call. He questions whether he did something to upset Chris, or if Chris is regretting their intimacy, or even angry about the lack of reciprocation. His heart pounds with worry as the thought of losing Chris is unbearable. His internal monologue reveals his determination to prevent a rift from forming, “He wasn’t going to let that happen. He needed to talk to Chris,” setting the stage for further conflict and resolution in future chapters.
Chapter 35: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… What are friends for!
Kyle confronts Chris at his office, immediately launching into a serious conversation about Shane. He expresses concern, warning Chris to be careful and not let guilt over past actions cloud his judgment in his relationship with Shane. Kyle believes Chris is overcompensating, trying too hard to please Shane out of a sense of obligation, a belief Chris vehemently denies. “I’m not trying at all. And that’s what scares me,” Chris reveals, admitting to enjoying his intimacy with Shane and wanting more.
The conversation deepens as Chris grapples with his conflicting emotions. He acknowledges feelings of guilt, but also describes a surprising sense of contentment and fulfillment with Shane. “I just feel…incomplete without him,” he confesses, leaving Kyle to understand the depth of Chris’s feelings. Kyle probes Chris about Shane’s feelings, pushing for understanding and clarity. “Do you have any idea how he feels?” he asks. Chris admits his uncertainty, plagued by doubts and fears of Shane’s true intentions, wondering if it’s just a game or a potential setup.
Despite his uncertainty, Chris’s desire for Shane remains undeniable. His vulnerability shines through as he declares, “I just want to be with him…want to make him happy,” highlighting his willingness to overcome his reservations and pursue the relationship. Kyle, witnessing Chris’s emotional turmoil, feels helpless, leaving the reader to anticipate the next steps and resolution in their unfolding story.
