Chapter 81: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Flaring up!
The aftermath of their intense encounter finds Chris still recovering, his body aching from Shane’s passionate dominance. Shane, kissing and licking Chris’s ear in rhythm with his own touch, brings Chris to another overwhelming o$$$$m. Chris completely surrenders, uttering, “Let go,” as the pleasure overtakes him. Shane’s apology for the intensity and potential discomfort is met with Chris’s unexpected amusement and a desire to spend the day with him.
Shane’s concern over causing Chris pain during their lovemaking is revealed. He reflects on his own loss of control amidst Chris’s fiery response, acknowledging his carelessness in not adequately preparing Chris beforehand. Despite the tenderness, Chris’s post-coital state highlights his utter submission, leaving him languid and deeply affected, though ultimately pleased, commenting that the s$x was “absolutely amazing”. Their tender reconciliation underscores their intense connection, marked by apologies and laughter.
The chapter concludes with a humorous twist; Chris reveals he spent the morning in his study, leaving Shane oblivious to his absence. Chris’s playful annoyance, “My boyfriend didn’t even notice I wasn’t beside him in bed,” and his subsequent declaration to skip work to stay with Shane, leaves the reader anticipating further intimacy and the development of their relationship.
Chapter 82: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Relenting!
Shane’s unexpected anger erupts, causing him to storm out of the bathroom and leave Chris alone. Chris, despite his desire to follow, prioritizes self-care, relaxing in the Jacuzzi until he falls asleep from exhaustion. The lingering effects of their intense previous encounter are evident in Chris’s exhaustion and his contented sigh recalling their lovemaking.
Two hours pass, leaving Shane increasingly worried. His concern escalates into a panicked fear when he considers the possibility of Chris drowning in the Jacuzzi. Finding Chris asleep, Shane’s relief is palpable; his love for Chris overrides his anger, resolving his internal conflict over returning to therapy. He vows to do anything for Chris’s happiness, a sentiment underscored by his tender actions of smoothing Chris’s hair.
Chris awakens to find Shane, immediately teasing him about his sulking. Shane’s apology for his outburst and his agreement to return to therapy signals a crucial turning point in their relationship, ending with Chris’s soft question, “Done sulking?”, and Shane’s quiet affirmation, “I’m fine.” The chapter ends on a note of reconciliation, promising further intimacy and emotional growth.
Chapter 83: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… S$$y support system!
Chris and Shane’s passionate kiss is interrupted by their therapist, Dr. Murray, leading to an awkward but ultimately humorous encounter. Dr. Murray schedules Shane’s next therapy session, noting Shane’s over-preparedness and Chris’s somewhat hoarse voice from the previous intimacy. The ensuing conversation reveals a tender side to Shane, who is visibly affected by the kiss and needs Chris’s reassurance. “How can you expect me to be after that?” Shane breathes, showcasing his vulnerability.
Their departure is marked by a fierce hug in the elevator, where Chris’s protective instinct is apparent. He playfully scolds Shane for crying, prompting a teasing exchange. Chris’s open disregard for public displays of affection clashes with Shane’s discomfort, highlighting their dynamic. “Once it doesn’t make you uncomfortable, I don’t give a f$$k about other people,” Chris husks, showcasing his possessiveness.
Leaving the building, Shane’s appearance causes a stir, prompting Chris’s jealous yet admiring comments. Shane’s stylish attire, described as “s$$y and gorgeous,” and the couple’s undeniable chemistry are emphasized as they walk toward Shane’s car, leaving the reader wondering about the future of their relationship and the lingering tension between their passionate intimacy and Shane’s therapy.
Chapter 84: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Naughty thoughts!
Two months after their intense encounter, Chris and Shane revisit the memory, with Chris admiring a picture of Shane and admitting to using it for personal gratification. Their playful banter reveals a comfortable intimacy, punctuated by teasing remarks about their demanding careers and the intense public attention Shane now receives. A surprise visit from Aaron, a mutual friend, further highlights Shane’s newfound fame, with Aaron reporting on the office gossip and his own obvious admiration for Shane.
Aaron’s arrival brings a burst of laughter and lightheartedness, showcasing the trio’s easy camaraderie. Shane’s popularity is a source of amusement and subtle tension, as Chris’s possessive nature is evident in his jealous yet affectionate comments. The conversation shifts to Chris’s past interactions with Aaron, revealing a significant detail about their first meeting: Chris was initially mean to Aaron, but Aaron’s unexpected response reminded Chris of Shane.
Chris’s reflection on his relationship with Aaron reveals a deeper layer to his connection with Shane. The revelation that Aaron’s strength and resilience mirrored Shane’s own, hinting at the profound impact Shane has had on Chris. The chapter ends with Chris acknowledging the significance of Aaron’s presence in his life and his subtle connection to Shane, leaving the reader curious about the unspoken parallels and the continued development of Chris and Shane’s relationship.
Chapter 85: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Office s$x!
Chris and Shane’s intimacy deepens dramatically. Shane ties Chris’s wrists to his chair, setting the stage for a passionate encounter fueled by Shane’s lustful gaze and Chris’s helpless arousal. “You look so hot like this,” Shane purrs, igniting Chris’s desire as Shane teases the prospect of oral s$x while gazing at the city view from their high-rise apartment, a detail subtly showcasing their wealth and status. Chris’s possessive declaration – “I own the damn place” – underscores his control, a stark contrast to his current bound state.
The tension builds with a series of increasingly intense kisses, Chris’s restrained state heightening his pleasure. Shane’s masterful kisses push Chris to the brink of o$$$$m, “You look so hot I could f$$k you right here right now,” Shane breathes, teasing the anticipation. Chris, usually the d$$$$$$t one, finds himself pleading, “Shane please…I need Shane,” revealing a vulnerability that contrasts sharply with his usual control. His desperate need underscores his surrender and the intoxicating power of Shane’s touch.
The scene culminates in Shane’s descent to his knees, his anticipation palpable as he prepares to fulfill Chris’s desperate need. The chapter ends with Shane acknowledging Chris’s unexpected enjoyment of his bound state, leaving the reader breathless and eager to witness the next stage of their e$$$$c encounter.
Chapter 86: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Tied up!
Shane fulfills Chris’s desperate plea, initiating oral s$x with fervent intensity. Chris’s moans of pleasure – “Oh, f$$$$$g hell…Shane…so good…” – punctuate the scene, his words a testament to Shane’s skill. The city view from their apartment provides a backdrop to their e$$$$c encounter, highlighting their opulent lifestyle, while Shane savors the taste of Chris, delaying his own climax to focus entirely on Chris’s pleasure.
Chris, observing Shane’s intense arousal and suppressed need, notes a stark contrast to the Shane of a year ago, a man who previously considered himself asexual. This new, intensely s$$$$l Shane is clearly driven to the brink by Chris’s pleasure. Despite his bound hands, Chris asserts his dominance by using his feet to stimulate Shane’s sensitive spot, causing Shane to lose control and cry out in pleasure – “Shane roared deep in his throat”. The power dynamic shifts subtly, with Chris’s agency emphasized through this unexpected control.
The scene escalates as Shane, overcome by desire, frantically begins to masturbate, his needy sounds filling the room. Chris watches, enthralled by the sight of Shane’s desperate self-pleasure, his admiration clear in his words, “You are so gorgeous baby.” The chapter ends with Shane on the verge of o$$$$m, a culmination of Chris’s subtle control and Shane’s overwhelming desire, leaving the reader anticipating the inevitable shared climax.
Chapter 87: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Red flag!
Shane, still kneeling on Chris’ lap, effortlessly unties his restraints. Chris, in return, massages Shane’s head, their intimacy underscored by Chris’s tender act of cleaning Shane’s c$m-covered hand and pressing it to his heart, whispering, “It beats for you, just you.” Shane’s therapy sessions progress smoothly, leaving him feeling lighter, a stark contrast to Chris, whose own therapy sessions unearth a deep-seated self-hate, transforming him into a withdrawn and irritable shell. Chris’ change is so profound that even Abigail notices, adding to Shane’s growing concern.
Chris’ transformation becomes increasingly evident. He avoids his friends, including Shane’s poker group, preferring solitude to their usual Saturday gatherings. His colleagues find him difficult to work with, and his weight loss and constant fatigue are noticeable. Although he remains affectionate with Shane during their intimate moments— “He treats me…like an egg”— his emotional distance is palpable. The shift in his behavior prompts Shane’s friends, particularly Damon and Michael, to express their worry, noticing Shane’s own concern. Shane confesses his uncertainty, stating, “I don’t really know guys. He just doesn’t seem like his usual self.”
The chapter culminates in the revelation of Chris’s drastically altered behavior, fueling Shane’s worry and the friends’ concern. The contrast between Chris’s passionate intimacy with Shane and his emotional detachment from the rest of his life creates a sense of suspense, leaving the reader questioning the extent of Chris’s internal struggles and the future of their relationship. Shane’s promise to “haul insults at you in the name of therapy” hints at a possible resolution, but the uncertainty surrounding Chris’s condition creates a compelling cliffhanger.
Chapter 88: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Unexpected revelation!
Dr. Murray reveals to Shane that Chris is far more troubled than he appears, harboring intense self-loathing stemming from their relationship. Chris confessed to the doctor a desire to erase his encounter with Shane, fearing he’ll hurt him. He’s decided to end their relationship to protect Shane, a decision that deeply worries Dr. Murray, who believes it will devastate Shane. The doctor’s suggestion to visit Chris’s family home in Florida, a place Shane avoids discussing, throws Shane into turmoil; he vehemently rejects the idea, “I’m sorry, we can’t do that,” highlighting a hidden fear tied to that location.
Shane’s refusal to consider the Florida trip stems from a deeply ingrained fear, the exact nature of which remains unclear. His encounter with Chris’s housekeeper, Kate, offers a different perspective. Kate, described as “excitingly open and refreshingly honest,” confirms Chris’s claims of living with Shane, but reveals his absence. Her words, “He told me…” followed by a hesitant pause, introduces a new element of mystery, leaving Shane hanging and foreshadowing a pivotal event. The revelation hints at a possible betrayal or unforeseen complication, adding a layer of suspense.
The chapter ends on a cliffhanger, with Kate’s incomplete statement, leaving Shane to question Chris’s whereabouts and the reason for his absence. Kate’s confirmation that Chris “virtually lives” with Shane yet his current absence from the Florida home adds to the suspense, creating a compelling blend of mystery and anticipated conflict. The unresolved situation and the withheld information pique the readers’ interest, driving them to anticipate the upcoming events and the true extent of Chris’s troubles.
Chapter 89: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Appearances!
Chris, nursing a near-empty bottle of scotch, grapples with the aftermath of his decision to end his relationship with Shane. Haunted by recurring images of Shane injured, he struggles to manage his mental health and maintain his professional life, revealing a deep-seated trauma affecting his daily functioning. His attempts to distance himself from Shane—initially sleeping in his own house, then resorting to a hotel suite—are highlighted by his internal conflict; he claims to want to protect Shane from his self-destructive tendencies yet cannot bear to let him go.
His avoidance of Shane is complicated by his housekeeper, Kate’s, return, increasing the pressure to maintain his fabricated story. The introduction of Peaches, a woman with a history with Chris who acts as a protective barrier against other women, adds a layer of complexity to his life. Despite claiming to need space, Chris clearly struggles with the loneliness and isolation that this self-imposed separation has wrought. He’s torn between his desire to shield Shane and his inability to live without him, a conflict further underscored by Peaches’ observation, “I see you’re still drinking your life away.”
Chris’s current self-destructive behavior—excessive drinking and isolation—stems from his inability to cope with the traumatic images he experiences. His conversation with Peaches reveals his desperation and the extent of his internal struggle, culminating in a clear conflict between his stated intentions and his actions. The chapter ends with him reluctantly agreeing to sit with Peaches at her insistence, leaving the reader to wonder how this unexpected interaction will impact his precarious emotional state and ultimately, his relationship with Shane.
Chapter 90: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Assumptions!
Shane, having tracked Chris to a bar, witnesses him in close proximity to Peaches, a woman with whom Chris displays undeniable intimacy. Overwhelmed by a surge of pain and betrayal, Shane initially struggles to approach them, his body reacting physically to the emotional shock. Despite his internal turmoil, he confronts Chris, the ensuing conversation revealing the depth of Shane’s hurt and Chris’s apparent infidelity. “Are you saying you’ve never f$$$$d her?” Shane’s quiet, controlled fury underscores his devastation.
Chris, initially fearful, then reacts with anger, questioning Shane’s perception of him and the apparent devaluation of his promises. He shocks Shane by confirming his infidelity: “I have,” a blunt admission that shatters the fragile remnants of their relationship. Shane, visibly wounded, silently departs, leaving Chris alone with Peaches. Peaches’ furious reaction, “Are you f$$$$$g crazy? What were you thinking?”, highlights the gravity of the situation and Chris’s reckless behavior.
The chapter concludes with Chris’s self-destructive response to Shane’s departure. He numbly seeks solace in alcohol, inviting Peaches back to his suite, a seemingly desperate attempt to avoid confronting the emotional wreckage he has created. His request, “I need to go back to my suite. Care to join me?”, reveals his loneliness and his continued inability to cope with his emotions in a healthy way, leaving his relationship with Shane hanging precariously in the balance.
Chapter 91: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Help needed!
Shane’s therapy session reveals the root of his and Chris’s reluctance to revisit the site of their past trauma. Dr. Murray emphasizes the importance of confronting their fear to achieve true healing, urging them to return to the house where their relationship fractured. “Why does the mere thought of going back there put so much fear into you?” the doctor probes, pushing Shane to confront his avoidance. Shane, despite his hurt feelings and bruised ego, agrees, driven by a desire to reconcile with Chris: “I’ll do it,” he resolves, though the doctor’s ominous warning, “You don’t have much time,” adds a layer of urgency.
Faced with a time constraint, Shane immediately calls his friends for help. He needs to convince Chris to go to Florida with him that very night. He reaches out to Aaron, asking for his assistance in persuading Chris. The request underscores Shane’s desperate attempt to salvage their relationship before time runs out, revealing a hidden deadline that adds significant pressure to the situation. “I need you to go talk to him…convince him to go with me,” Shane pleads, showcasing his determination and willingness to overcome significant obstacles.
The chapter ends with Shane’s urgent plea to Aaron, leaving the reader wondering about the nature of the time constraint and the significance of Florida in their relationship. The implication of a limited timeframe creates tension and suspense, leaving the reader eager to discover the reason for Shane’s urgency and the outcome of Aaron’s intervention in convincing Chris to join him. The stakes are high, and the future of Shane and Chris’s relationship hangs precariously in the balance.
Chapter 92: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… The Aaron appeal!
Shane, aided by Aaron (off-page), enlists the help of his friends Damon, Dean, and Kate to retrieve the keys to the Florida house, the site of his and Chris’s past trauma. Kate, already assisting with packing Chris’s bag, readily directs them to a safe containing the keys. Unexpectedly, Shane instinctively guesses the safe’s password—”N.I.C.K”— revealing a hidden connection to Chris he wasn’t consciously aware of. Inside, he discovers not only the keys but also a box of Dominos Chris had given him years ago, triggering an emotional outburst. “I just…guessed,” Shane whispers, his eyes welling with tears at the sight of the preserved memento.
Damon and Dean, witnessing Shane’s emotional breakdown over the box of Dominos, offer comfort and support. Damon, previously aware of the box’s significance from Chris, embraces Shane, whispering, “It’s okay Shane,” demonstrating empathy and understanding. Dean also joins in, providing silent yet supportive gestures that show Shane’s friends’ concern. The rediscovery of the box underscores the depth of Shane’s unresolved feelings and foreshadows the emotional intensity of their impending trip. “He kept it,” Shane murmurs, the simple statement laden with significance.
The emotional reunion with the Dominos box heightens the stakes of their journey to Florida. With the keys secured and Chris’s bag already in Shane’s car, the group prepares for their departure. Shane’s emotional fragility, now fully exposed, leaves him vulnerable but determined to confront his past with Chris. The scene ends with them leaving, the unspoken tension and the weight of their shared history palpable, promising a powerfully emotional confrontation at the Florida house.
Chapter 93: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… A squad farewell!
Aaron confronts Chris about his recent behavior, accusing him of running scared and abandoning the strength and positivity he usually embodies. Chris admits to needing space but insists he doesn’t want to hurt Shane. Their conversation is interrupted by Shane’s unexpected arrival, revealing he witnessed Chris with another woman. “Maybe I’m not the right guy for him,” Chris had rasped earlier, highlighting the depth of his self-doubt.
The revelation of Shane’s presence causes a wave of guilt and confusion. Chris clarifies that nothing happened with the woman, but the damage is done; Shane, already en route to Florida with Chris’s friends, is unaware of the full context. Aaron, emotionally distraught, begs Chris to go to Florida for Shane’s sake. “If you have an iota of love for Shane, you will do this for him,” Aaron pleads, highlighting the stakes of their relationship.
Overwhelmed by guilt and Aaron’s emotional plea, Chris agrees to go to Florida with Shane. “I’ll go,” he whispers, his exhaustion palpable. However, his exhaustion and the lingering tension from his encounter with Shane cloud his decision. He longs to explain himself to Shane and the weight of his actions, coupled with his physical state, leaves the reader uncertain of what the reunion will bring.
Chapter 94: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Land of the living!
Chris awakens in his father’s Florida home with a brutal hangover, the events of the previous night a blur. He rushes to the bathroom, where Shane, looking incredibly attractive in a black tank top, unexpectedly appears. A terse exchange ensues, with Chris’s sour mood contrasting with Shane’s quiet attentiveness. Shane leaves, only to return with pain relief and later, a mug of coffee, small acts of care that highlight his underlying concern despite his apparent anger. Chris notices his clothes already unpacked, a silent testament to Shane’s efforts.
The memory of Shane witnessing him with another woman, Peaches, floods back, triggering Chris’s guilt and anger. He realizes Shane’s anger stems from a mistaken belief of infidelity; the hurt and misunderstanding are palpable. “Take two tablets,” Shane had said quietly, a stark contrast to Chris’s internal turmoil of self-recrimination. Chris, despite his initial resentment, acknowledges Shane’s hurt and begins to formulate his plan for reconciliation, dressing meticulously in an outfit he knows suits him.
Chris finds Shane outside, lost in thought, gazing at his motorcycle. The tension between them is thick, unspoken accusations hanging heavy in the Florida air. Their silent confrontation against the backdrop of a stunning beach scene sets the stage for a crucial conversation, leaving the reader on the edge of their seats anticipating the eventual reconciliation or further conflict between Chris and Shane.
Chapter 95: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There’s no love like the first… Taking!
Shane, concerned about Chris’s well-being, checks on lunch preparations, encountering Chris’s unexpected arrival. A passionate kiss ensues in the kitchen, witnessed by Chef Mario, who is visibly stunned. Shane, initially resisting due to lingering anger, succumbs to the intensity of the moment, only to have Chris abruptly end the kiss, leaving Shane frustrated and aroused. “Don’t look at me like that,” Chris whispers huskily, before smoothly introducing himself to the still-shaken chef.
Chris, seemingly unfazed by the awkward situation, reassures Mario that their passionate exchange won’t be a problem. Mario, clearly overwhelmed, assures them they can continue as they please. “Thirty minutes,” Mario quickly says, before Shane leaves the kitchen to find Chris. Shane’s attempts to salvage a coherent conversation are abruptly cut short as he enters Chris’ father’s study to find Chris sitting at his desk, holding a gun.
The chapter ends with Shane’s horrified gasp, “Chris…”, leaving the reader breathless and in suspense. The tension between their reconciliation and the shocking image of Chris with a firearm sets the stage for a dramatic confrontation, leaving the reader desperate to understand the reason behind Chris’s actions and what this means for their fragile reconciliation.