He Was My Bully; Now He’s My Billionaire Husband.

Synopsis

“Why didn’t you tell me?
“Tell you what, Richard? What would you have done?
“I don’t know. Apologized sooner? Bought you a burger to make up for it?
Her eyes lit up with fire, “You think what you did to me… you think a burger can make up for it?” her eyes twinkled like she was fighting tears. Did I hurt her that badly? I was just a foolish teenager.
“Nita, I am sorry. I was young, I was stupid. I wish I could take it all back and tell you how I feel instead of being a constant jerk to gain your attention.”
“How did you feel that would justify what you did to me?”
I paused for a minute, finding the words. “I had a huge crush on you at the time. And I didn’t know how to express myself. I was full of myself, I was the school’s ladies’ man and the one girl I had eyes for didn’t even care if I existed,”
“And that justified what you did to me? Richard, you broke me. I can forgive you for ‘accidentally’ spilling your ice cream on me, or throwing my due assignment in the toilet, or the gum in my hair, or the glue in my chair but tell me how can I forgive you for what you did that night? Tell me!”
“What night? Nita, what are you talking about?
“Remember when you asked me if I knew who sexually assaulted me?
I nodded, but what does that have do with anything? The more we spoke, the more confused I became.
“You did and I cannot believe that you would stand there and pretend like it didn’t happen!”
Nita has spent years trying to forget the torment she endured at the hands of Richard. When her family’s financial ruin forces her into an arranged marriage, she is horrified to find out the groom himself was her bully.
Richard, a charming and successful businessman meets the first woman to be repulsed by him. Intrigued, he proposes a deal of a one year marriage of convenience.
Navigating life as a couple, old wounds reopen, buried memories surface. As Richard learns more about his wife, he finds that he has enemies that followed him from his past to continuously cloud his wife’s judgement.
Will Nita believe the truth and bury old wounds or will the pain of the past prove too strong to heal?More”

Review

If you crave a romance that defies expectations, plunges you into high-stakes emotion, and delivers a slow-burn connection so palpable it practically crackles off the page, then prepare yourself. “In Love With My Bully” is not just a story; it’s an experience that will leave you breathless, frustrated, and utterly consumed. This is the kind of novel that makes you forget your surroundings, pulling you into a world where past wounds collide with present desires, forcing two complex souls into an arranged marriage that promises everything and nothing all at once.

He Was My Bully; Now He’s My Billionaire Husband.

From the very first page, this narrative grabs you by the heart and refuses to let go. It’s a masterclass in emotional complexity, weaving together the dark threads of a painful past with the tantalizing possibility of a future found in the most unexpected of places. The story of Nita and Richard isn’t a straightforward love affair; it’s a battleground of buried memories, simmering resentment, burgeoning attraction, and a truth that threatens to unravel everything they thought they knew. As a reader, you’re not just observing; you’re living every raw, exhilarating, and heart-wrenching moment alongside them. The emotional depth is astounding, making this an unmissable read for anyone who enjoys a story with real grit, genuine growth, and an undeniable connection between its leads.

**What I Loved A Lot:**

* **The Characters: A Symphony of Complexity and Growth**

Let’s talk about **Richard (aka Junior)**, our enigmatic male lead. Initially, he presents as the quintessential arrogant, charming billionaire heir – a man who gets everything he wants, dismissive and slightly infuriating. His early interactions with Nita, where he proposes a “business contract” marriage and then promptly gets her fired, make you want to throw your e-reader across the room. Yet, beneath that veneer of self-importance lies a surprising depth. We quickly see his remorse, his struggle to apologize (a powerful moment when he tries!), and his genuine concern when Nita has a panic attack. His possessiveness, initially expressed through controlling actions, subtly morphs into a fierce protectiveness. The revelation that his past bullying stemmed from a “huge crush” on Nita adds a layer of poignant irony. But the true game-changer? His utter devastation and immediate denial when Nita accuses him of the s$$$$l assault. His subsequent internal monologue, where he grapples with his attraction to Nita while respecting her trauma, and even *leaving the room to masturbate thinking of her* rather than pressuring her, paints a picture of a man evolving, learning, and deeply desiring to be good for her. He’s not just a charming facade; he’s a man wrestling with his past, his desires, and his emerging love, making him utterly compelling.

And then there’s **Nita (aka Benita, aka Benny, aka The Burger Queen)**, our remarkable female lead. She is a force. Traumatized by a past s$$$$l assault she attributes to Richard, she enters this arranged marriage with understandable repulsion and a burning desire for independence. Her journey is nothing short of inspiring. She’s witty, intelligent, and fiercely determined, challenging Richard at every turn, from demanding job clauses in their contract to firing back hilarious insults. Her vulnerability is heartbreakingly real – her panic attacks, her admission of being a v$$$$n due to trauma, her struggle to reconcile the Richard of her past with the man standing before her. Yet, she doesn’t wallow. She seeks understanding, slowly allows herself to trust, and eventually, in a truly powerful moment, begins to heal. Her internal thoughts about falling in love with him, even after all the torment, highlight her capacity for forgiveness and growth. Nita is a survivor, a fighter, and a woman you will root for with every fiber of your being.

* **The Chemistry & Relationship Dynamics: A Slow-Burning Inferno**

The connection between Richard and Nita is a masterclass in slow-burn romance. Their relationship starts on shaky ground, fueled by Nita’s trauma and Richard’s past mistakes, but it evolves with captivating nuance. The early antagonistic banter, filled with sharp wit and undeniable sparks, quickly establishes their dynamic. Richard’s playful teasing (“Princess”) and Nita’s cutting retorts (“Junior,” “insufferable”) highlight an underlying connection that transcends their initial dislike.

The emotional tension is a constant thrum. Every touch, every near-kiss, every moment of vulnerability is charged with palpable heat and dread. The “practice kiss” scene is an exquisite torture, showing Nita’s fear and Richard’s tender patience. But it’s the *actual wedding kiss* that explodes off the page – a breakthrough moment for Nita, a surprising, breathless experience for Richard, and an utterly swoon-worthy milestone for the reader. This isn’t just physical intimacy; it’s a powerful symbol of Nita’s healing and the burgeoning love between them. Richard’s conscious efforts to respect her boundaries, his frustration with his own longing, and the way he *chooses* to leave her alone at night rather than overwhelm her, speaks volumes about his burgeoning respect and care, building an intense emotional intimacy that precedes the physical. The power dynamics are constantly shifting, with Nita steadily asserting her agency, pushing Richard to confront his own actions and privilege, making their evolving bond even more satisfying.

* **Emotional Rollercoaster: A Ride You Won’t Forget**

Be prepared for all the feels. The angst is deep-seated, stemming from Nita’s profound trauma and Richard’s obliviousness (and then guilt) regarding his past actions. The heartbreak is real, especially when Nita recounts the assault and Richard grapples with the injustice of her pain. But amidst the darkness, there are incredible moments of tenderness and healing that will make your heart ache in the best way. Richard’s genuine apologies, his steadfast support during her panic attack, and his fierce determination to find the *true* perpetrator are incredibly swoon-worthy. The story navigates difficult themes with sensitivity, focusing on Nita’s journey toward healing and Richard’s journey toward redemption and understanding.

* **The Plot & Intrigue: More Than Just a Marriage**

While the core is an arranged marriage, the plot is far from simple. The billionaire backdrop provides ample opportunity for high society drama, public scrutiny, and corporate maneuvering, making for a glamorous yet challenging setting. The central mystery – the true identity of Nita’s assailant – adds a gripping layer of suspense that drives the narrative forward. This isn’t just about two people falling in love; it’s about uncovering secrets, confronting the past, and finding truth amidst years of misunderstanding. The family dynamics, particularly with Richard’s mother, add further delightful layers of interference and affection.

* **The ‘Spice’ (A Tantalizing Slow Burn):**

The romantic and physical intensity in “In Love With My Bully” is a tantalizing slow burn, focusing heavily on emotional connection and the journey to physical intimacy. While not explicitly graphic, the s$$$$l tension is palpable. Richard’s internal struggles with his attraction to Nita, his conscious efforts to curb his own desires to protect her, and the raw vulnerability of Nita’s past trauma create a powerful, charged atmosphere. The descriptions of the wedding kiss, in particular, highlight a breakthrough in intimacy that is both tender and incredibly passionate, promising deeper connections to come. The novel skillfully explores profound emotional and physical longing without needing explicit scenes, relying instead on powerful suggestion and character development that builds to incredibly satisfying, heated moments.

**These are the moments/ parts/ lines that linger in my mind:** (and they may be paraphrased)

* ~ The shock of Nita fainting upon seeing Richard and realizing he’s her groom, and his clueless response, “Did she faint because of me?” – a perfect setup for the ride ahead!
* ~ Nita’s defiant negotiation of the marriage contract, especially her insistence on keeping her job and having days to herself – a testament to her fierce independence.
* ~ The hilarious “Burger Queen” debacle, showcasing Nita’s witty retaliation and Richard’s bewildered reaction to going viral for eating a greasy burger in a suit. His internal thought, “I’m in hell,” was gold!
* ~ Richard’s uncharacteristic, struggling apology for getting Nita fired, followed by Nita’s sharp “That isn’t an apology, that’s justification.” Their banter is exquisite.
* ~ The chaotic flour fight in the cooking class on their honeymoon – a moment of pure, unadulterated fun and unexpected connection amidst their complicated reality.
* ~ Nita’s raw, whispered confession of being sexually assaulted as a teenager, and the visible punch-to-the-gut reaction from Richard.
* ~ The devastating revelation that Richard wasn’t at school the night of the assault due to his sister’s death, and Nita’s tearful realization, “It wasn’t you… it wasn’t you,” as she finally collapses into his arms, finding solace in the man she once hated. This scene is truly transformative.
* ~ Richard’s genuine concern and patient guidance during Nita’s panic attacks, especially at the photo shoot, showing his protective nature and a growing tenderness.
* ~ The awkward yet profound “practice kiss” scene, where Nita pulls away but then playfully teases Richard about calling her “Love,” hinting at the budding feelings between them.
* ~ The wedding kiss itself: Nita taking charge, stepping into the kiss, and feeling her body “give in and totally relax wanting a little bit more,” leading to her profound realization, “I was falling in love with Richard Junior Numero.” This moment is pure bliss.
* ~ Richard’s internal struggle on their wedding night, choosing to leave the room and *go home to masturbate thinking of Nita* rather than risking her comfort or breaking his own self-control with Gwen. It subtly highlights his deep attraction and respect.
* ~ Nita’s vulnerability in asking Richard to stay with her on their honeymoon night, and her gradual openness about her past.

This story is for readers who revel in character development, who appreciate a male lead with layers of complexity, and who are hungry for a female lead who rises from the ashes. If you believe in the power of truth, healing, and finding love in the most unexpected places, then this is your next obsession.

Do yourself a favor and dive into “In Love With My Bully” right now. Prepare to be captivated, to feel every emotion, and to witness a love story unfold that is as raw as it is beautiful. You won’t regret it! <3